Not me, but through me

"Are you an artist?" - such a simple question from outsiders, as a reaction to a girl drawing in the strangest conditions, began to put me in a stupor for some time... It would seem that it can be easier than answering " yes " when you have been drawing since you were 3 years old... But at some point, I clearly realized that I wasn't drawing at all... But something much bigger than me. I came to this realization very naturally when I sincerely wanted to combine my inner spiritual practice with my favorite activity. I really wanted to capture the sublime experience that periodically happened to me spontaneously due to spiritual efforts and aspirations.

It took some time to load this understanding into the depths of the subconscious, which strongly resisted, because everyone knows that a person does everything himself...

"This is God, and this is God, and this is..." I consciously put myself into a trance, being in a blissful emotional state and realizing that every line, every image that is born is Him...
And He also draws through me, and it's also drawn...

At some point, this understanding became the norm for me, and after a while I even realized that other areas of life and creativity can also be filled with a deep understanding of Who really creates through us.

At first, I began to turn these paintings into postcards and give them to people.

Later, when I first arrived in Moscow, they could be purchased at Congresses and festivals in the form of reproductions on paper.



The Site first appeared in 2013 vedaram.ru and my paintings moved to fabric canvases with bamboo sticks - the most convenient for traveling, available as gifts, super durable and bright-they decorated more than one festival and accompanied my trips to India and Goa.



Then, as it turned out, the paintings on watercolor paper are simply of incredible quality and one-on-one with the original (note to connoisseurs). And, of course, canvases. This is an independent wonderful and high-quality product, a serious statement. And then T-shirts, mugs, magnets... And we still don't know how the universe will want to manifest itself!



I like to see these messages spread around the world-reminders of our spiritual essence.

Drawing is a journey and work that you devote yourself to, just like any other activity.

Personally, I understand that it is an honor to be a conductor of these paintings. They come through me for all of us, for our entire family, to support us on the Path to Ourselves.



I see how people interact with my paintings, how subtly they feel them... how miracles happen in their lives thanks to the connection of their faith with the images in the paintings: long-awaited children are conceived, close-minded lovers meet, families grow stronger, and self-confidence is strengthened... It's nice to receive these messages with stories of miracles... They are from God.



Yes, here and now, I am the Mother of these paintings, and they are my children, but they are primarily these images and subjects - our Teachers.